If so happen You read it : )

I just wan to take this opportunity to Thank all The people who are there for me :  )
encouraging me
Molding me
Scolding me
Teasing me

This year 2011 , I learn to be a Adult now : ) guess i wont be in twenties anymore , When i grow up i think like one and put away childish Things . I guess non Of us ever wants to Grow up and take on responsibilities, But such a tender age of me have learn many parts and ways of life that many malaysian Young boys and girls would not Understand and go Thru . But i guess thats life outside Your house , u learn to fence For your self , everything BY YOURSELF : )

Dear God , it may be too soon To end 2011 , but i just wan to bow my head and praise and ask for you to give me a smooth Journey . Give me the strength to overcome Things that are impossible , help me believing it , its just so hard to say good bye : )

I want to thank my parents for loving me , i learn one thing is so hard to earn money and to be Doctor , Dad i really respect You . Kudos to You . Mom stay strong : ) . Sis hope u found what u looking For , and bro : ) haha still naive anyway enjoy ur life .              I love My frens who are there for me too

Grandma You will always be in my heart . I love you :  )

You see People will Just go one day , u just dont know when , learn to appreciate every moment , every second counts :  ) . Tell them you love them while u still have the chance.

We wont live young 4ever , so achieve what u need to achieve before is too late . 2012 i want to like you , so dont make me hate you !  =  )

happy new year people ! and you know who you are Thank u for being by my side for 2011 lets see 2012 have install for what for us : )

What ?! Got to be untrue

Watching true life: I don't trust my partner.

These couples don’t trust each other at all, but then they do shit to make them jealous. They act like children.

I’m glad I don’t have that kind of relationship. i hope 

That Girl .

A Girl

She has secrets you’ll never know or understand,

She appears so strong on the outside,

But on the inside her world is spinning upside down.

She’s smiling and standing tall to the outside world,

She’s crying and breaking down in her inner world.

She appears so happy to her mates,

But alone, she shares her tears with her pillow. 

She knows not to get her hopes up,

As they always come crashing down.

She’s heard it all before, and felt it all.

She’s experienced more than her fair share.

One touch, and she’ll flinch

One harsh world, and she’ll cry

One bad moment, and she’ll break down.

She trusts no one, because the people she has, hurt her and leave her to pick up the pieces.

She believes no one, because the people she has, lie and betray her.

So for now she’ll keep to herself and pretend everything is fine,

When everything is wrong.

(I know this girl, because this girl is someone To me)

The cycle : )

You saw me

You met me

You liked me

You wanted me

You chased me

You got me

You had me

You got bored

You left

You forgot about me

As you saw him

You liked him

You wanted him

You chased him

You got him

You had him

I lost

I sit

I remember

I feel

You don’t

You move

Move on

I still

Hold on

I sit

I wait

You walk

Away

I sit I wait

I sit

I wait…

People Just dont know When to stop Sometimes .

For the record, let me just point out that...

• I was the only one who was there for you when you needed someone again . 
• I listened to you for hours on end while you talked about Him . 
• I gave you meaningful advice out of pure concern for your well being.
• I put up with your bitchiness.
• I put up with your whining.
• I approached you when no one else did , i think 
• I brought you close to my life , so that u wont feel lonely .
• I called and believed that you were truly a good friend .
• I trusted you.

And yet, you betrayed me.
And yet, you disappointed me.
And yet, you went behind my back and broke your promises.
And yet, you chose your infatuation over our friendship.

Peace out, homeGirl.