If so happen You read it : )

I just wan to take this opportunity to Thank all The people who are there for me :  )
encouraging me
Molding me
Scolding me
Teasing me

This year 2011 , I learn to be a Adult now : ) guess i wont be in twenties anymore , When i grow up i think like one and put away childish Things . I guess non Of us ever wants to Grow up and take on responsibilities, But such a tender age of me have learn many parts and ways of life that many malaysian Young boys and girls would not Understand and go Thru . But i guess thats life outside Your house , u learn to fence For your self , everything BY YOURSELF : )

Dear God , it may be too soon To end 2011 , but i just wan to bow my head and praise and ask for you to give me a smooth Journey . Give me the strength to overcome Things that are impossible , help me believing it , its just so hard to say good bye : )

I want to thank my parents for loving me , i learn one thing is so hard to earn money and to be Doctor , Dad i really respect You . Kudos to You . Mom stay strong : ) . Sis hope u found what u looking For , and bro : ) haha still naive anyway enjoy ur life .              I love My frens who are there for me too

Grandma You will always be in my heart . I love you :  )

You see People will Just go one day , u just dont know when , learn to appreciate every moment , every second counts :  ) . Tell them you love them while u still have the chance.

We wont live young 4ever , so achieve what u need to achieve before is too late . 2012 i want to like you , so dont make me hate you !  =  )

happy new year people ! and you know who you are Thank u for being by my side for 2011 lets see 2012 have install for what for us : )

What ?! Got to be untrue

Watching true life: I don't trust my partner.

These couples don’t trust each other at all, but then they do shit to make them jealous. They act like children.

I’m glad I don’t have that kind of relationship. i hope 

That Girl .

A Girl

She has secrets you’ll never know or understand,

She appears so strong on the outside,

But on the inside her world is spinning upside down.

She’s smiling and standing tall to the outside world,

She’s crying and breaking down in her inner world.

She appears so happy to her mates,

But alone, she shares her tears with her pillow. 

She knows not to get her hopes up,

As they always come crashing down.

She’s heard it all before, and felt it all.

She’s experienced more than her fair share.

One touch, and she’ll flinch

One harsh world, and she’ll cry

One bad moment, and she’ll break down.

She trusts no one, because the people she has, hurt her and leave her to pick up the pieces.

She believes no one, because the people she has, lie and betray her.

So for now she’ll keep to herself and pretend everything is fine,

When everything is wrong.

(I know this girl, because this girl is someone To me)

The cycle : )

You saw me

You met me

You liked me

You wanted me

You chased me

You got me

You had me

You got bored

You left

You forgot about me

As you saw him

You liked him

You wanted him

You chased him

You got him

You had him

I lost

I sit

I remember

I feel

You don’t

You move

Move on

I still

Hold on

I sit

I wait

You walk

Away

I sit I wait

I sit

I wait…

People Just dont know When to stop Sometimes .

For the record, let me just point out that...

• I was the only one who was there for you when you needed someone again . 
• I listened to you for hours on end while you talked about Him . 
• I gave you meaningful advice out of pure concern for your well being.
• I put up with your bitchiness.
• I put up with your whining.
• I approached you when no one else did , i think 
• I brought you close to my life , so that u wont feel lonely .
• I called and believed that you were truly a good friend .
• I trusted you.

And yet, you betrayed me.
And yet, you disappointed me.
And yet, you went behind my back and broke your promises.
And yet, you chose your infatuation over our friendship.

Peace out, homeGirl.

This is For You , My Cute Little Girl !! : )

This Is for U !! Dear
Doesnt matter What Other people Think , Because Is Just You and Me . I hope we can Do it and make It through : ) . Take each step Slowly and hope for the best .

Love you !!! Renee

Dont take people For granted .

Life Goes On .

Sometimes, we just have to? let go of someone who matters to us not because we have to, but because it’s the right thing to do. Let us remember that we can’t force anyone to love us. We can’t beg someone


to stay when she/he wants to leave and be


with someone else. This is what love is


all about. However, the end of love is?


not the end of life. It should be the


beginning of understanding that everything


leaves for a reason, but leaves with a lesson.

Beginning For everything .

There will always be a 'lie' in a Believe

an 'over' in Lover 

an 'end' in Friends

an 'us' in Trust

and an 'if' in Life

Its been a long Time

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

hmmmm..........

Bruno Mars had a Grenade, and Taio Cruz had Dynamite, so they both threw them at Katy Perry who exploded like a Firework. The bang was so loud that the Black Eyed Peas forgot The Time while Rihanna had memory loss and ran around saying Whats My Name. Eminem looked around said Im Not Afraid, then Willow Smith began to Wip Her Hair, which scared The Far East Movement who began to fly like a G6, Then JLo fell on the floor, Nelly then woke up and said PHEW! it was Just A Dream....

All of Us wants To be a Hero .

I grew up as a child watching Cartoons , Movies , Comic Book ...

Looking at Those super heroes Flying here And there , just left me Go owwwww !!! so Cool .

In my Tiny weeny brain , fantasizing wow How cool if i can be like Him !!! Like Them .

I will always ask Mom , Hey MOM !! Why i dont have super powers Like them ? Funn

But as we Grew Up , as We aged , We all Know Thats Just a fantasy , a Dreams ....

But i want Want to correct You,I want to Lead You,I want To inspire You,Challenge You

You dont have to search For any heroes to Protect U , Shelter U .

Because All of us Are Super heroes Our self , We constantly Fight,survive,strive Each day .. Pursuing our dream .. Reaching To Our limits , Pushing Our self To the edge

All you need To do , is just search Deep down inside You , and You will know There's a hero Lies within .

                        So now Do you believe me ? is Your Choice

Our life .

Is just like a road No seen , A road Not taken yet , We have to embraced Our self Face our Fear and keep moving Forward .

Yeap ! Thats The fact No one will wait for you , pity You , Be kind to you . You just have to keep moving , Keep improving and always keep Your heads Up , You never Know what will come next . Time and Tide Wait for no Man . All The best , Wish You best Of luck
                                                

Guys ... What you think Of them

Men are simple things. They can survive a whole weekend with only three things: beer, boxer shorts and batteries for the remote control.

They are foolish , irresponsible and Mischievous .

If you want something said, ask a man; if you want something done, ask a woman.

Men are never satisfied , always wants more , not considerate at all Sometimes.

Men are liars. We’ll lie about lying if we have to . Everybody Lies So People Or Girls Woman Out there Don't Simply Trust a Guy Words

Men are like parking spaces; The good ones are taken and the only ones left are handicapped.Find Those who have career not those who likes to Have Fun in club all the time . Find a rich If you can keep him or maintain him Good For you . Well Good luck
MEN…are like cars, TEST drive before buying

I never understood why we call men “pigs” and “dogs”….pigs are smart and dogs are loyal. 

Still majority Mans are idiots , That's all peeps ^^ (Note: without Man There's No leader In the World)

Girls = What You Think Of Them ?

I’ve been looking for a girl like you – not you, but a girl like you.
“I wrote the story myself. It’s about a girl who lost her reputation and never missed it.”
Girls Who Don't know How to respect Herself Is such a "Such a beautiful disaster"

A girl can wait for the right man to come along but in the meantime that still doesn't mean she can't have a wonderful time with all the wrong ones.

When a girl goes bad--men go right after her.

People Places so Much pressure and emphasis on girls Today , You see In the media Everyday Girls in Bikini What ever shit !!

Whats Wrong with the World Today ? I am not here to condemn Girls but Girls who cant Pull their Strings Right is seriously a Disgrace To their Mother ... Too bad   

There are no good girls gone wrong - just bad girls found out.

If only Girls Use their brainpower , intellect , mentality , mind , sense  understanding , and wits instead Of using Their Ass , Boobs , Butts such a Sad Story ...

Every girl should use what Mother Nature gave her before Father Time takes it away. Yea waste Your life Because You know , You Girls only Live once Young

Peace Out Please This is Not for anyone or anything , If i ever Offended You please Do forgive me ...

                                                                                                                               sincerely , SHERMAN

Note : Having Fun is Not wrong , Who doesnt Like ? Having Fun Weird...

Another week ...

Time Passes Just like that ... But all I want to do is just To hear Your voice ... Even For one minute Its Good Enough For me ^^ ) , I am a Person who Is easily Pleased Nowadays .

To You .. You Know Who You Are .

Bersyukur ...

Dear Father in heaven ,
I just wan to take this opportunity To thank You For giving me life , Is not perfect . But i am contented With it , Thank You for all U had provided and Given me . A good family , Friends and A good life . so Dear God PLss continue The good works You are Doing Up there In heaven . Amen

And You should and will Receive My gratitude too ( Renee Tan Joo may ) , Thankx For being so Understanding and Kind To me , and Hopefully We will take Things Slowly and let time Do the talking ^^ ) Okie Niuk ? aka Ke ai 

Note: Dont Just say Something You are not going to do , Because U just want to win the Person's heart at that Moment . The next very week U forgot what U said ... Theres a saying Goes by :

In Life

Thts The fact .. People Fail You ... You just Have to step Up For your Own .. Its a Doggy World Out there , Only The strongest And Fittest will succeed .

Let Sky Be your Limit !!!

Today's Work out !!

I hit My biceps With 20 kg of biceps curl 40 reps .
Hammer curl 10 kg 30 reps .
Cable Curl 30 kg 21 reps .

Front and back Shoulder Push 20 kg 35 reps
lateral raise 7 kg 20 reps
horizontal Raise 7 kg 20 reps And finnish It with

I someHow Hate Monday And thursday !!!

Because Of u !!!! Stupid old Russian Babushka ......!!!!! Teacher , so so Unlucky To have her To teach me .
I wonder How am I going To survive wit her During exam = (

I miss You..

The Things U said .... Kept me Thinking ..

What Is life To You ? We Human are never Satisfied never Contented Selfish ...
I just Finnish My Inter-varsity Games , Enjoy every moment of it 7 months Of pain In just 3 days Gone away.
So close yet so Far ..

One moment i felt Like i am flying .. Wit no control no strings attached No headache No colloqs Nothing to worry , about the future , money , Life , Relationship with People or Anyone . I just wish i had another few seconds on that court . It seems like Everyone wants something from u ..

Do i ever ask Myself ? What do i want ? how do i feel ? Why i always hv to please ppl , why i always have to please You . Why i have to be always best for u ? Why cant u be best for me ? Why cant u be smarter for me? Prettier for me ? Richer for me ? More promissing for me ? ... More loyal to me ? More understanding to me ? You are the one calling me ? More considerate ? Never ...  Never satisfied !!!  Only Knows How to Hide behind all those tears ...
I ask Myself again and again ... Who are you Under those eyes ...


Life is not a Run way .... Is Not about just Grabbing Chances , is about appreciating Chances Given to You
 When People Give You something , accept it and say Thank You . Because You don noe how much its worth , Instead of saying Thank You. some People don even appreciate it ... I am 20 a student

Note: Blog Is a Place For people To express Their Feelings , If i ever offended Anyone who are reading this I apologize . Have a nice day peeps 

For You i Will

This Is Song Is For You .. Hope u Like it

Faith Is What We need .

Faith Is The Key for My survival .

Faith In Myself Simply To pursue My Duty to best of my ability and ultimately come home With honor .

Faith In My fellow Man staring with all Them , Knowing They Will Take care of my Family.

Faith In my country and its institutions and our national Purpose .

And Of course Faith In God Truly we Know is the Foundation For it all .

Our lives area a continuing Journey  and we must Learn and Grow at every bend as we make our way ,

sometimes Stumbling, but always Moving,

Towards The finest within Us .

Meaningful .... ^^

"You always hurt the one you love

The one you shouldn't hurt at all

You always take the sweetest rose

And crush it until the petals fall

You always break the kindest heart

With a hasty word you can't recall

And If I broke your heart last night

It's because I love you most of all"

A change Of velocity

I feel like a paper thin ,
I am six feet Under The ground and no one hears me ,
I got to let it ignite,
I am Maybe the reason why all the Door are Closed ,
I will Own the Night like the 4th of July ,
I will show u what am i worth ,
Don let anyone take Ur life for granted , You are the one decide it .


So light up , and show Them what Ure worth , Shoot Up to the Highest , Let ur Colour Burst .

Hope U read This

Love Hurts Whether Is Right Or Wrong .

There is No Your Fault Or My fault .

When You love Some one , U will  definitely Be hurt  ( Trust Me On This ya )

Loving Someone means Putting Urself Infront For them .

Thinking Wats Best For them , Feel sad For them .

When U actually Feel Your Heart Is pounding , Shattering , n Breaking Congrats . Thats Love

So i advice you To love a Teddy Bear Instead Bcuz Atleast It is Loyal .

Unless u Found someone Worthy Or not . Don even Bother  wasting Ur precious Life .

Practice Monogamy Plss People ... Stop changing Undies if u Noe wat i mean . Try Ur best 

                                                                                                                           Sher.jc

Thoughts of Life .

Quietly Brilliant is Doing Great Things In a humble way ,

With The Belief That The best 

Things In life CAN

only Be experienced

       Not

        Explained .

                                                                                                Sher.Jc

Damn Cute ^^

You Guys Agree ?

You , Ur self decides Ur own destiny ?

There is always a Power Deep Inside Each One of U .
There Is a Will To go On , No matter How hard The Obstacles Might Be .

To me It happen On 2 occasion , Let me summarize For u Peeps , This 6 months I have been Going Thru alot so much , ups and Downs . That i imagine i counldnt Overcome , or surpass it . Let me start of With my exam

Histology 
I got The odontogenesis , and adrenal Gland .(Examiner Loudmilla) For me My luck Didnt Go so well As i Wanted it , Shes not one Of the nicest Teacher But Eventually she passed me . I still remember Her creepy snobbish face at last She past me .

Anatomy
It was So much to study tht i neglected Everything tht is around me , I tried all possible way To escape this exam All the things a student will Do to pass exam u named it , That came across my mind .
I havent been sleeping well For 4 days in a Row , approximate one day i slept 3 hours Cut the story short .
It was exam day My last one to get home , i can feel my heart pumping the excitement , The fear , The anxiety , For a short moment while it was 3 hours before the exam In my room . I thought i have a heart attack i cant breath its like my artery has been block . So then i decided to Go to the exam all . Many students were there , Then finally it was My turn i went up sat infront and prepare my paper . I had the (1)hip joint (2)genital organ (3)Anatomy of thoracic Duct (4) Brainstem , I wan to thank Those ppl Who help me . Without u i wont be here writting . Then it was time My zachut book was taken By one of the hardest EXAMINER = Pro.kulikov He is known of one the best surgeon in Russia and well known In europe . I fought hard many times i thought i couldnt Go on with him Sumore , I told myself Fight fight ( When Theres a will , Theres A way ) I prayed Like i nver before , I plead like i never before , I fought Till my brain cant Go on anymore . Finally He passed After 35 min appro. of interrogating Session with him . I am done On my way home , i don noe i should Praise who >?    ME , FRENS , GOD ?   < I think all this 3 matters it can be call the trinity of my life . I walked out with my head held high is over .



Good Bye anatomy , Histology , And Moscow For now . I willl be back soon , Peace
                                                                                                                                           Sherman

SIMPLICITY ^^

When Kesha went to Take It Off, Bruno Mars threw a Grenade which made Katy Perry a Firework . That made Usher say OMG and then he exploded too. Fortunately Taylor Swift rode away on a White Horse. Unfortunately Rihanna killed her while she was running away!! So Rihanna became the Only Girl In The World. The loneliness caused Rihanna to become a retard , so she doesn't know her name. Now she keeps saying Oh na na What's My Name? Nelly soon woke up saying it was Just a Dream.

Check This Picture Out Cool Right ?

Nasi Lemak ( Everyone Loves It )

Damn I have been Craving For it .... Its Not Too Long now Before I have it in my Mouth .

Whats Makes It so Delicious ? Anyone Can tell me ?