Never say Die ..

U know Sometimes We feel Like Just giving In , Walking away , Or just Follow what People Do .
Yes , We Humans Are gullible , Often We never Think before we Do things We just follow What Ppl do

Walk The Path No ones Walk .
Anything Its possible If u put ur Heart and Soul In . U know It isnt Always About u.... I am Sick of it

I am like A Pine Tree tht cant Be blown ^^ away U can try ... So ppl When theres a will,Theres a Way

The Truth...

Dr.... This Gelaran .

I sometimes Ask myself Why i wan be a Doctor ? Is it My dads Influence I don know ..

Or is it My dream My passion , I am 19 year Old Boy should be Enjoying My life like every teenage Boys bt i am here cracking my head Every time Everyday , I loose Out so much so much Fun in life . I Just feel Tht its unfair haha .

Don know But i think There is price For everyting You do , I tink Is worth it In the End , And The best is yet to Come . I have time But u have Freedom U will never understand Wat we Going Thru never .... Smile for now i hope i can^^And Hope For the best .

You Got My back ?

When i am High , When i am Low u were There? Hmmm I think so ...
Will You be My swagger .. U know and Everyone Knows , This relationship is never and will never Be equal again . 

I got Time But , You hv freedom . You know Our life and our thinking are diverging . But atleast For now U still have Majority Of my heart . For now...

God If i wrote A note To u : Make It equal , Make He Or she Feel The same Way i am Feeling . I know Ure                                                 Time will Come , Those Nite mares Those sleepless Nites . Ure Turn will                                                      come Eventually Soon Very Soon . U Don even Know Wat Hits You

Trust me ... I know . I am here Now , All u can Say Its Okie Wait till U feel It . Cheers

Hatred ...

Trust ^^ I tried ,

I guess I will never trust again ... So much Anger in me . I will never Trust people Again , Everything U say everything You do i will Think twice now . People If u wan talk to Me , Everything u Say Plss Mean It .

Trust God ? I wan to So badly . I am sorry I doubted U abba father .. Even I don Trust u , How can i Trust Human ? Maybe u have better plans For me I am running out of patient .  Yes ! Im No perfect Too I am just like You .


Guess I will never Expect From Men ... For quite Some time

Solitude Moments....

Makes Me,                           

                                             

                                                                     HOME. Missing U                          .

Don't Just walk Away

Look Into My eyes , Tell me Am i happy now ? NOOO

I was Thinking Abt You Thinking Abt Me Thinking Abt us And wat We maybe ..
So i Travel Down This River Wish U come back ... No one Knows , i realize Ur gone ...Too Far

I was Like the Top Like no other No. 1 spot But now You Found Your replacement .. I swear My heart cant take This pain .. Knowing Tht somebody Got You My baby ... Now u have Changed n Not Around i cant Think, I Cant Breathe !! I should have put It down all FOR YOU and Win ur heart . Now i can Still Feel it in My soul and head ... Seeing Ur pretty face slipped From My hands To The Air .

(You) My Soul Mate My lover My Future Wife(maybe ^^) My Shawty My Niuk , you Left Me i am Tight And i know It aint Right. His Never The one For u

I am sorry , I really never Appreciated You . I am just Like any Other guyz Who only Thinks i am always Right . I am selfish , Zero tolerance , Flirty , Hot headed , Unconsiderate . I broke Ur heart So many timess
Sorry ? Its just TOO Weak The word. So guyz-Appreciate Ur gurl Never Push Her Around Like a Doll .U feel Great To make A gurl Cry ? Make A gurl sad Shame On You . Most Important OF all Shame on ME I AM NO BETTER then U guyz Out there .

I swear Every Way i turn  I see Ur face Ur tears ... Just wan to Let u know Ure the Only one i Yearn For .
I havent Give u all The Love U Need , Now i get my pay back .Now i am At here Thinking all Bout my Seniour . Your so easy To love , But i guess Its never Enuff . Now tht I am all Alone here . I wish u Didnt Move on Or break My heart .Thankx For The KnockOut Blow . I learned !!! I grew Up , I fell and I bleed For THE first time !!!

It hurts Seing U with someone Else , It kills Me every Nite Every second When i Think of It . I just Wish The damage  wasnt Too enormous or To complicated Tht We cant Heal and Fix It . I am in pain Now ( Insecure Inferior Unsure + FEAR) of Losing IT Losing You . Yes i like someone Here Nt afraid To tell , But i didnt Pursue It Bcuz I wanted To make Tings Right .. Maybe i Think We still have a chance .. So can u wait ? When i Waited One year ...

You Burn Every Bridge U ever Build For- Urself For me ... U know Theres No turning Back .. I cant Give u anything But I hope This FRAGILE RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST . I am happy Tht each Day U still Love me .. Yes Were never Be the same Again But i Do Hope U changed Back To the Gurl i FELL for But i know Its impossible .. and I hope We dont Have To Go thru This again ... Finger Crossed.

I will Reach To you ... Renee.Tan.JooMay

Random Thoughts .... Often It is True

I'm a slut; because I wear short shorts.
I'm a bitch; because I don't let you push me around.
I'm a liar; because I won't tell you everything.
I'm stupid; because sometimes I'm wrong.
I'm ugly; because my face isn't perfect.
I'm a whore; because I hang out with all boys.
I'm a loser; because I'm not friends with your group.
I'm fake; because most of the time I'm happy.
I'm weird; because I'm not like you.
I'm unappreciative; because I don't praise you.
I'm a nerd; because i have some intelligence.
I'm fridget; because i have dignity
I'm a show off; because i do well in sport.
I'm conceited; because I'm proud of who I am.

Change ...

Step Forward Be Brave Courageous Thts all We need . To change is Not easy , How can we Change First we Have to Break Through .. In Order To change means Let Go of anything .. Just like a Banana To peel Or not To peel ..

Is never easy Life is Constantly Changing we like or not , The weather changes Our hair Our Body our Moods But What Stay the same Memories .... Sweet Hurtful Joyful u Named it .

We human Likes To stay At one Position And never Change Because Were So afraid To step Out From our caccoon. We Surround Ourselves Around It so Tht The outside world cant Hurt Us , Is almost Like a impermeable Shield a Invisible Shield ..       This is certainly Not where i wan to be In caccoon But if Its save WHY ? WHY ? not ...

Its Sum ups Why we Don wan to change ? One word Darling Honey People    =  (FEAR) were afraid To change Cause Of fear , Fear Of the Social Stigma In this Never Ending WORLD

                                                 The Key To change Is let Go of FEAR .....

I Personally Don wan To change anything For anyone For anything But if Its For a better Cause I will , I am not perfect Learning to Be one ...

Maybe Being alone Is wat I want .... I would change to Being more Introvert Now Or maybe More open minded Towards Tings . DASVIDANYA

Emotions and Feelings

Hmm Let me ask u a Toddler Question ...All it takes Is a peanut Brain to answer ..

Let me ask u People ..First Of all U like People touching or taking ur Belongings I don care Let it be Pencil Pen Shirts Shoes N wat ever more u don like it right ?

Same Goes To Ur siblings , U like Ur sister being Touch By a stranger ? Ur Brother Being Grap By gurls ?

Hmm nobody Likes to feel insecure and Jealous , How Would u feel If ure wife Or ur So called "Gf" Is being Hold by ppl ? I Mean hold really Hold ^^ Or Ur Boy Frens Too .. Its Justs a feeling People don wan to undergo .... I my self Went thru it I know . It can be like A knife slicing Thru ur veins , Like Millions of needles Poking ur very soul .. Out . Even worst When Ur bf Kisses Another Gurl Or The other way round It just hurts .... So People Do hv some Common sense Of restriction , I know we live in a world Of ... I mean constant Influence By media But have a stand For Ur self Sometimes especially Gurls ...Have some Dignity

Note:       Everything U do have a consequences , so think before u Do , Act before Its too Late.Save ur best
                For the last and For the person U love only . Lol All Bull shit ... Sorry if i Offend anyone.

тупой люди ... U have feelings Right ? He Or she Hv feelings too .. Karma It will Come back to U .. Hv a nice  Day !!! ^^

Friends Who are they ?

In this  Cruel and never ending New york city Like "World" , When were Out there all By our self , I mean for those who studies in overseas ... Who are There For u ?

To me My life Wont be the same Without All the Tiny weeny Things they do To touch me .
There are always there when u need them .
There are Always there To lend u a shoulder To cry ON when u need them .
There are always there to give u help When Ur struggling .
There are always There Giving u Simple advice .

Hmm wat i look For in a friend ? A friend Tht wont say a Thing , Even Though how sad u are . Even though he/she Have Warn U not to do Something , But they choose to let u fall . So they teach u a lesson .




Caution : Find friends That Lead u To the Right path , Not friends Tht Brings u down  . Cherish Ur frens Like                Your family ..... Hmm This is The Friend I need When i am away From (YOU) . I take frenship      
                very Seriously .

Note : If u wan to be my Fren Don ever Fishing Back stab me ^^ , And My best Fren Is (Jesus The saviour)

You ......

I Will Never Forget U .

The way U smile .

The way U love .

The way U cry  .

The way U Move .

The way U lie .

The way U HURT ME .......

No matter Where U are , You are In me . I am Fragile Don hurt me Niuk ......

How To Maintain Physical Flexibility And strength ...

Okie I am not a pro- my self But i can Consider myself a Good Sportsmen

This are the basic Exercise U can do to keep Up ur Core strength

Day 1 : 40 push ups Maintain The Form
Day 2 : Dumbell Curl about 15 reps a day ...With abt 75 percent Of ur strength Don Jerk when u flex Ur.Gun
Day 3 : Split Jump hmm To me without Dumbells Is Okie
Day 5 : Some basic Sit up abt 50

Day 6 : do some Chin ups

OKie all this exercise may not suit everyone levels every indi. have its own limit ... To me This is just the core Basic Training For beginers . I may not be Right plsss tell me if u have better Ideas ^^


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Its been 1 month Now

Everything Is going Where It suppose to go ... I just Wish i don Hv to go Thru this
and Hopefully This is the last time ^^ Thoughts have been going thru My mind day In day out seems Like it never stops ... All i can do Now is Smile

Friday Smiles ^^

Its time for me to rest ... Indeed Friday its the end of the week

, I use To think Friday is just another day But now i really do appreciate u .

Another Friday for me now Means another week Closer To see You . But I will enjoy my fridays too eventhough i wan U to be here so badly ... All i can say is I miss U and Say Hey to Volleyball !!!!

Me

Everything i Think now Its me
How i feel !!
Wat i wan !!
Wat i think !!
How i wish !!
Theres No You NO we No Him No Her But only ME me me Now ! I think ....

Why....

I often ask My self Why .... Why This happen to me .. Why i do tht ... Why she Does tht...

Why all the bad Things happen to me !! ?? Hmm maybe At the end of the day , Theres a light shinning Thru and maybe Waiting for something or Someone to save me From this torment ...
All i CAN do now Is wait ..... 

Do u know ??

Hmm lately I have Been thinking ... Wat is love . Love is Actually a big Word , But wat really supports Love is actions behind it . Love is about honesty , sincerity and most important purity . U cant just say You love some one in one year or even months ..... It takes Years To build it . If u love some one Get ready to b hurt .
Hmmm theres a saying goes Don play with Fire , it will eventually Burn up to ur sleeves . Love is just like a fire it can never burn out or it can b relentlesly Enourmous . People Who actually Do all sorts Of things to B love , and eventually They Got heart broken.

Only One thing For sure One love Tht never Dies ... Thts Gods Eternal Love , When u give surrender ponder Unto him , He will never fails U . Thts all For now .

I will never Forget How u love me , and I will also never Forget How u hurt me .